Apparent lyrics

At some point. Without you I miss you, I feel so bad, come back to me Today I dreamed of you. I was you Hiding, hiding and running away I remember a long time ago, I also ran When you told me to run Although I had to stay With you Ever since been looking for you Call. But it is all in vain Each day ends with a void Where are you? I feel so bad alone I lost all my hope I don't want my life as my own And I wanted so much to kill myself I feel my guilt In all that happens my fault Everything had to be otherwise