Subsequent Indifference lyrics

Uneasiness, hopelessness By cold drops on forehead Powerless, weakness All are toppled from hands Sadness, madness Four walls of eternal prison Lifeless, soulless Where dead season only With every new mourning I open my eyes And see a same picture And feel all same emptiness Self-destruction, self-illusion No light in the end of subway Self-abstraction, self-mutation From life to death, what insure and save In negation of deep depression Defrauding itself that all well Reliable protection and right solution - 9 grams of lead and gun beside temple Shadow of death for my back Her dead breathe on my face I feel her cold hands But last that I hear - a shot