CYANIDE lyrics

Maybe I should drink some cyanide Anything to make me disappear Call a man to make feel alive 'Cause I don't really care bout nothing at all Just wanna be thin So I can take it all off Wanna make some new friends If you wanna see my blueprint It's not under my blue jeans But we could sit all night to some Jay-Z We could of been amazing California daydream Surely we ain't in love at 18 You were mine for the summer You're mine till it rained Listening to Jay Tryna feel something Maybe I should switch to cherry wine Might make me act less like a bitch I know I said that I would never lie But I don't really care bout you anymore Just wanna be thin I know that won't be enough I just wanna to make you understand If you wanna see my blueprint It's not under my blue jeans But we could sit all night to some Jay-Z We could of been amazing California daydream Surely we ain't in love at 18 You were mine for the summer You're mine till it rained Listening to Jay Just tryna feel Tryna feel something And that's all I'll ever do Listening to Jay Tryna feel something