The Curse I Hold Within lyrics

Old memories, cold and confusing Just empty words inside Bitterness, the pain within Veil of tears grays her eyes, still ... Like a child, she watches and smiles: "face the moonlight in dreams with you" Now a man, strange feelings surround me It's the curse i feel cold within She tries to hold the candles Still she tries to hide behind a smile Her hand held to my head The warmth within her answer: "your love can't burn alone ..." Her beauty shines when she whispers: "please, say you understand" Now i realize, from bright and silent skies Dying days to me I try to light the candles Still i try to hide behind a smile Her glance caressed my thoughts The pain within my answer: "i know, it's the curse i hold ..." Whenever i believe my fantasy deceives me And still i wonder why i feel a curse inside of me Whenever i believe my fantasy deceives me And still i wonder why i won't surrender to the curse i hold ...