Fathers lyrics

Once I thought I'd die alone No one cares about a tiny stone Cheap sex, nothing out of love Drinking shots to have a good laugh It's not pessimistic I am just realistic I kind of enjoyed that or rather I didn't want more than I already had That was me before you came to me That was me, I used to be That was me before you came to me Not today No, no, not today Once I thought I'd never have kids Because I didn't know what father's love is And I looked out for number one Everything changes when you have a son Do you think I was selfish? I was just realistic Like I told you before I didn't want more than I already had That was me before you came to me That was me, I used to be That was me before you came to me Not today Not today I wasn't wrong I wasn't right I was just searching for a tiny light I think it was you If I could stop the time And stand by your side But I gotta keep moving on Hope you don't feel alone Stop crying I'm always thinking of you Sorry I kept you waiting Your daddy is coming home, home Remember this song even when I'm gone, gone Even when I'm gone, stay strong Because your life will go on