Fearless Under the Falling Sky lyrics

Ashtrays overflowing, pools of spilled wine breakfasting on black coffee and five cigarettes this is how i choose to while AWAY my time i can feel it crawling slowly across my skin with insect legs so thin fearless now the sky has fallen so many times before no need to ask me how i feel now just use your eyes no need to ask me if you're welcome do I look LIKE i would push you away? who i am today is the price i've paid for what i used to want more than anything choices that i've made sometimes made me hate everything in me it's a cesspool inside, the sewer of lost hopes