Concealed Disdain lyrics

I can't stading this life no more I can't stading I've become Whell of fire, life undone I've always felt so broken Lost signs and waning tokens The nameless pain remais unspoken Someone's at my door I hear a voice I've never heard before A stranger calling my name Concealed disdain Life drivers me insane I cut my veins wide open I can't this life sober The burden of time pulls me under This existence torn me asunder This time I'm free at last Free from pain and haunting past Lunacy and toil Are consuming my soul Life demoralize me Won't you all just leave me