Suffering In Ecstasy lyrics

Suffer inside myself there is no hope In this grave bottomless the deepest depths an empty pit no way to live dead It's killing me this deadly plaque poisoned blood runs through my veins finding pleasure within the pain I'm suffering A step away from the edge one more rush All I need is A harder push there is no cure my infection is self inflicted I'm suffering in ecstasy slowly dying inside my body locked away with no escape finding pleasure within the pain A step away from the edge one more rush All I need is A harder push there is no cure my infection is self inflicted It's killing me this deadly plaque poisoned blood runs through my veins finding pleasure within the pain I'm suffering Suffer inside myself there is no hope In this grave bottomless the deepest depths an empty pit no way to live dead A step away from the edge one more rush All I need is A harder push there is no cure my infection is self inflicted I'm suffering in ecstasy slowly dying inside my body locked away with no escape finding pleasure within the pain