Early Phases lyrics

It's the only time My memory deletes Something I don't want to know anymore Those visions which I eliminate Destruction of a conscious mind In my early days Complicated applications When my ghost accepts all forms of intrusions Taste you, Help you, Test you Try to find a way Taste you, Help you, Test you When your heart is crying You're away When your dove dies I try Mini mental state examination I'm erasing those deeply engraved haunted visions Corrupting impulsive reactions Special memory disorder Taste you, Help you, Test you Try to find a way Taste you, Help you, Test you When your heart is crying Taste you, Help you, Test you You're away Taste you, Help you, Test you When your dove dies Early Phases Anger Extreme Early Phases Anger Extreme Now, I bury images To the deepest place in my head Dry the blood which is my dreams I won't be serene till the end