Apathy lyrics

I woke up out of bed about an hour ago I'm wondering why I'm so broke I've nestled on the couch about a week or so I fill my mind with drink and smoke Inspiration taunts, I try to get away Apathy as strong as wine Thinking I can do it, pick up all my slack But I can't seem to find the time Where did I go now I want to know why I can't seem to get ahead Like it was before Time spent thinking, I waste away Chasing my own tail around Searching for the person I thought I once was I wonder if he can be found? How will I know when the time is right to try? Will this monotony end?