After All These Years lyrics

Today might be the last time that I see your smile It's hard to believe I've known you for such a damn long while But it'd be better if you cared It'd be better if you tried To seem less disingenuous when tears fall from my eyes 'Cause I'm feeling now this was untrue Like I was the one who cared about you To sum it up with something new After all these years Fuck you I'll probably forget you in the first week of school And go make friends who really think I'm cool And I won't have to falsify my past to make them laugh And I won't have to act We'll all wear baggy shirts and go get lost in a new place Till somebody yells Go the fuck away But it won't matter 'cause I'm away From those who made me say The same I'm feeling now this was untrue Like I was the one who cared about you To sum it up with something new After all these years Fuck you I thought there was no one that I despised But pastelish colors clouded my mind I know that word's a little strong But, you see, for you it doesn't feel all that wrong