Casualty Of Me lyrics

When you go out and get wasted It's a frightening time for me Cause I've been in all those places And I know you will deceive Realize that I'm alone And I'm doing what I can You're an anchor that doesn't sit still Though I try I never seem To keep the slate clean Tell me what does it take to make All the stories Stop Playing out in my head I'm a casualty A casualty of me I've got too much time on my hands To get away from this dream Tell me what does it take To escape all the boredom I'll give away my foundation Is it wrong to feel this way Are the walls closing Am I giving too much in