Price To Pay lyrics

The price I have to pay is high But it is the only reason for my existence I watch myself falling into the deep The only thing I can trust now are my senses Is it still possible to stop me now From causing pain and despair? Asking myself whether it's right or wrong To fulfill this purpose I’ve been given The price I have to pay is high But it is the only reason for my existence Looking for a way out of this situation Trying to deny what I really am My mission is my identity I have to be quick and efficient in what I do Could I have been replaced by anyone Being just one of many? Can I find deliverance In the suffering I’m causing? Fulfillment seems so close Death seems so unavoidable Can’t no longer weigh up between right and wrong I have to do it now Becoming dispensable if I don’t I do what I was made for The price I have to pay is high But it is the only reason for my existence I know it may be wrong Did I have another choice?