Sweet Suffering lyrics

I am living here beyond the ground In this dark, in this cold and lonelyness I myself chose to lay me down here It differs not from life with dead minds above I enjoy my fate in sweet suffering I long for the gods' gathering No change when I make my presence felt I am just taken by naivety and hope I my self chose to lay me down here It differs not from life with dead minds above I enjoy my fate in sweet suffering I am dreaming of something like...this ....No.... I don't believe you anymore That we dream the same dream I my self chose to lay me down here It differs not from life with dead minds above I enjoy my fate in sweet suffering I long for the gods' gathering