I Always Wanna Change lyrics

How many times You tell me how must i feel? How many times I show you it's not real? How many times You blame me for your faults? So how many times I'm forsaken with my thoughts? I always wanna change myself Without change who i am I always wanna change myself How many times Life shows me what's to chase? How many times I hesitated and felt wasted? How many times I have missed the train? So how many times It was there and i ran away? I'll stay on my way Waiting for this train To take me away