Staggered and torn lyrics

staggered and torn in a twisted affair I try to keep it up but it´s already there grinning at the world in a cynical way talking to myself ´though there´s nothing to say I thought I´d do it easily to let it all go and I thought it was the best for me busted and bound to the foot of the bed I´m tapping around like I was already dead making it safe ´til there´s nothing to fear living like this for the rest of the year I thought I´d do it easily to let it all go I thought it was the best for me how do you do? I wish that I never will regret all the things that I have said I hope you´ll find a place to stay I hope you´ll return here anyway and I thought it was the best for me whatever I do I thought it was the best for me how do you do? sipping on a drink ´til the evening gets dark if only I could move if only I could walk I thought I´d do it easily to let it all go and I thought it was the best for me how do you do? I wish that I never ever regret one of those things that I have said I wish you´ll find a place to stay I hope you´ll return to me one day I hope you´ll return here anyway and I thought it was the best for me to let it all go I thought it was the best for me how do you do?