(I'm Not) At My Best lyrics

What a shame I did it again I weirded out another friend I got attention got obsessive again And I think that I ruined it Am I sick? A narcissist? Do I need help? Should I quit? Cause I'm not at my best right now I'm not at my best right now I'm not at my best right now Yeah, I'm not at my best right now, now Yeah, I'm not at my best right now I'm not at my best right now I'm not at my best right now I'm not at my best right now, now Yeah, I'm not at my best right now I live my life on a digital screen But nothing is what it seems I just wish that I could really be me But what does that even mean? Am I sick? A narcissist? Do I need help? Should I quit? Cause I'm not at my best right now I'm not at my best right now I'm not at my best right now Yeah, I'm not at my best right now, now Yeah, I'm not at my best right now I'm not at my best right now I'm not at my best right now I'm not at my best right now, now Yeah, I'm not at my best right now