Discordia lyrics

I felt the fire burning in my blood And went from healing to falling Before it all was gone And weakness smothered every laughter I went from nothing to an empty home Struggled to keep going on Fought my way out alone I never wanted to be hurt in any way So I build up a wall around myself Pushing everyone away Forever lost within I never wanted to believe you cared for me So I kept crawling in the misery Sheltered in my agony Forever lost within All purpose fades without a hand to hold Indifference hinders evolving A mirror to the void Reflecting questions without answers I dare to lose you but not to be whole That’s the lesson that I learned Letting my hopes unfold I see them laughing in their happy homes While I'm standing here alone Wishing I was someone I never wanted to be hurt in any way So I build up a wall around myself Pushing everyone away Forever lost within I never wanted to believe you cared for me So I kept crawling in the misery Sheltered in my agony Forever lost within