Insidead lyrics

People around just wanna see Car crashes, wounds that never heal People around disappoint me With all the grudge and jealousy Coming undone And I wreck now away from here Hiding, while I can, under pressure, tension With my pain I drown, Will I try so far? And I face the void inside my head Come here, son. You’re lost, she says You’re on the bound, you know things won’t change! I want to get away from myself Want to kill illness from myself I want to get away from myself Don’t wanna feel the pain 'Cause I won’t be insidead!