My Spaces lyrics

Today the lights began to fade And I have washed my mind in their dirt And I have tried blanking out these thoughts That always felt so wrong, but still right It was just a step too close to keep me staying here I’ve lost control over myself I’ve lost control over my spaces / space My last reply to all the lies Now I don’t want to compromise Before I’m stunned I want to see How much the world can disagree Today there’s no one left to trust And I would break the bonds if I could But I am bored Bored with all the days spent in my own haze And again I am just not in the mood to change a world If I could heal the sores, if I could keep it under Would I just kill myself instead of you?