Winning Where Losing Is All lyrics

Welcome into my maze A labyrinth of concern Once clear and easy to grasp Now point of no return Gateways, backwards though time Curtains falling on every morning's sun In spite of myself I am bleeding ascendancy dry Restructuring shells Where my vision will not turn a blind eye Welcome into my maze A labyrinth of concern Once clear and easy to grasp Now point of no return No tomorrows grace will end this - what is known as the dark night of the soul In spite of myself I am bleeding ascendancy dry Restructuring shells Where my vision will not turn a blind eye This newborn despair Cannot take away my bearing wall Yet in disrepair As I am winning where losing is all This journey will be long, I know Though it appears to take me nowhere It has me retained It might have no end, no salvation All I can do is dream And at the same time curse all hope