The Beginning Of Risperidone lyrics

Where is my body? I feel it fading away from me And i cant see I feel so sorry for so many things ive done in my life Im tired of burning bridges to ease the suicide When will i stop pretending that im a teen And accept that i have to do something? It would be easier if i thought that i Could make into my 30s But i didnt think i would make into my 20s either And here we are.. Sometimes i wish i didnt If i was less a coward and stopped hurting everyone around me Just because i cant handle the pain Couldn't make the things with my body that i wished It's so distant, but not enough Get away from me Or get closer I can't handle the pain of the limbo