Honestly lyrics

I have cried for those who killed me, for their dignity I have prayed for those who loved me but i didn't love I have searched for my truth that no one understood I have cried for you my love My tears are falling down, a silver sea i see My wounds are open again, the end will come for me The people i did trust, raped my silver face The love i feel inside becomes my epitaph I have cried for all the feelings, feelings i can't feel I have spent all my lifetime to meanings i can't find I have searched for their truth that they can't see I have cried for you myself