Misery lyrics

I betray myself on the search for the truth The sights of the doom I ignore the sights Of the doom sleepless nights I cannot close My eyes no way to salve my conscience Cogitations keep me awake what have I done What have I done? A scream of desperation Rapt in self-pity a picture of desolation Put me out of my misery I stand in front Of an abyss I have a burden on my shoulders A weight that crushes me I imposed it on Myself I seem to be petrified because I am So cold hearted everything is calculated this Is a plan that cannot fail