Just a Lie lyrics

I can see it in the early morning The way goes boring… The same. The grass is cold and the gasoline takes me and you on my way. And i wake up. i can see the walls. Its just a way to escape from the pain. I gotta go but those walls don't let me out So i drop in pills and forget to pray. I wanna talk and feel the pain I wanna see, I wanna live the day But I don't want to see you Again and again and again. A lie… A lie… A lie… a lie… Then I wake up and try to remember you're on my way. But there are ropes cuting my wrists and a cold rain is washing my brain… I wanna talk and feel the pain I wanna see, I wanna live the day But I don't want to see you again Again and again and again a lie… a lie… a lie… It's just a lie… It's just a lie… It's just a lie…