Actually lyrics

So tired but awaken at morning Need to find a reason for it all Still driving, my regular coffee Keeps me up against the red lights Actually I'm dreaming Or maybe I'm healing Could you please forgive me? Wake me up and teach me How to live this life Is this the real world? I'm gonna be alright Warm me up I'm cold Oh, I want you to show me [2x] Good times so sweetly reminded Bullshit we always talked about I can't see what's your favorite constelation There's no sky when you're staring at the ground Actually I'm hungry Bread and wine are burning Keep me, keep me turning And I will overcome it I crack a smile and wave They wanna see my face I'm showing them no fear I'm calling them friends Oh, I want you to show me [2x] I can't wait, this is the end of your silence You know how this is tearing me apart I'm an ant climbing up the mountain Tell me why this has to be so fucking hard Even if I am beaten down No, I will not crawl Bleeding faith I believe in me Hopeless pushing me down They can't stop me now Oh, I want you to show me Oh, I want to show you