Downtown Chicagoland lyrics

Downtown chicagoland, standing by myself In a drunk alleyway, i used to be someone else But who that is or was, an empty lot overgrown Past selves, visages, fade into the unknown The scenery is changing, but i'm bound to my old ways Not knowing who to blame or who to ask for help A never-ending hallway with only shadows of exits Every corner from afar a mirage of exodus (i couldn't face it) I never was a fighter I never was a state done-in And if it don't matter You curse the walls where you stand I never was a forest I never helped you at all Downtown chicagoland, standing by myself In a drunk alleyway, i used to be someone else If you know what i'm feeling The curse is done