Breaking Out lyrics

I have always said I only love you so you took your life and laid it down but now I'm always hiding from you I'm so ashamed for you to see me now I lost the feeling and I'm falling down feels like I'm drowning I lost the feeling in my darkest hour but you died to pull me out I'm breaking out of this you broke me out of this I let the shadows hide my sins away the things I do are usually wrong you said it's harder than the real thing to pretend I'm someone else in the end there's mercy falling