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I'm frozen in my chair Walk away or stay I can't say I'm not there Friends are good, but television's better Friends and beer or TV and me Alone, together I'm going down in quality My value's the same I can see So what the hell is wrong with me? Everything I hope you'll understand I hope I'm not ruining my life I want to be alone I want my kids I want my wife I've been wandering so long Do you recognize me now? I hope not or I hope so Both I guess