Desperate Now lyrics

I keep breaking all the promises i keep making to my self you'd think by now i'd be over this instead i'm feeling sorry for myself so why does everything seem so desperate now i should be feeling so alive but it feels like something's missing something's wrong somehow it feels like something deep inside has died so why do i feel so desperate now why do i feel like dying why do i feel desperate now why do i feel desperate now i keep breaking all the promises i keep making to my self but the promises mean nothing to me anymore circling the drain... spiraling to hell... so why do i feel so desperate now why do i feel like dying why do i feel desperate now why do i feel desperate now