How Can I Hold On lyrics

Back when you were my life. You gave me something that I.. could.. live.. for.. Now, everythings changed.. and you're gone. But i'm still here waiting. How..! can I hold on!? With nothing..! to hold on to!? Why.. should I hold on?! When there's nothing! to hold on to!!! Sex.. made me feel alive.. But now I'm so bored with mindless passion.. Drugs.. were somewhere to hide.. But they've.. left me feeling cold.. and.. empty.. How..! can I hold on!? With nothing..! to hold on to!? Why.. should I hold on?! When there's nothing! to hold on to!!! I.. thought you were my friend.. That you.. were someone that I could turn to.. Now.. I realize.. That you.. were a friend when you needed something... How..! can I hold on!? With nothing..! to hold on to!? Why.. should I hold on?! When there's nothing! to hold on to!!! How..! can I hold on!? With nothing..! to hold on to!? Why.. should I hold on?! When there's nothing! to hold on to!!!