Medicine lyrics

Medicine pick it up i know you want to pick it up or it will be unfair pick it up dont be scared pick it up before i go mad i dont want to say it i dont want to think it i dont think i need it but it is just there it wont be this forever it will change and heal in time a bit of screaming helps a little when the medicine must go down i dont want to ask it i dont want to pause it i didnt think it would go like this but it is just there