But Better. lyrics

I let out a laugh When I saw the window cracked I pried it open But you pulled me back inside Said: Life's not kind I want to try Let it hit like a fist in the face At recess in the first grade And while blood pours out my nose I won’t try to stop it It feels like I'm waiting for something amazing That might not ever come It feels like I'm waiting for something amazing But will it ever come There’s something in my closet Laughing at me I'll never love it Without it I could fall asleep And fear's not a comfort I think it's killing me I want to live my life But better I'll face everything I want to live my life But better I'm tired of waiting