Sunny In The Making lyrics

Been some years, been a couple of heartbreaks I went to the ocean to crash I was approved your conditional muse And maybe I got caught up in that Now I'm a mess and I'm overcorrecting Hung up in the fire and haze The Sun is out and I can’t bring myself to Open up the curtain today I'm sunny in the making, habits don’t behave Two steps in the right direction, one step back again Once again climbing out of the chaos Buried to my neck in the sand Don’t wanna run or to play with the form I still go to the ocean to crash