Pickup Stix lyrics

Was I stoned or was I drunk In the gutter on a slump I got so high I broke my fix I lost my marbles playing pickup stix Mother forgive me I'm out of touch All you've done for me has meant so much Are you proud of me are you ashamed Unconditional your love remains Take me to your promise land Show me the way Turn me a new direction Change me I will do better, I can be clean I will get sober, see what life means It doesn't matter who is ashamed Look to the mirror to point the blame Take me to your promise land Show me the way Turn me a new direction Change me I want to fly I want to defy Look in my eyes, I feel it change tonight I want to fly I want to defy Look in my eyes, I feel it change tonight I want to fly I want to defy Look in my eyes, I feel it change tonight I want to fly I want to defy Look in my eyes Change tonight