If I Only Knew lyrics

I'm so tired And you feed the fire Round and round Going through the night This thing is falling It's so ironic I'm so far away From my heart When all is lost I can't see the light But I keep running Where am I going? I came undone From all that's fake But deep inside I'm carrying all the weight ¨Never look back¨ It's not an easy trail When it seems like the past Never goes away If I only knew