Between Who I Was lyrics

I caught a glimpse the other day of someone I used to know Not in a picture, not in a name, but in the way I used to feel There was a time I moved with purpose, like every step belonged to me Now I just follow what's in front and call it who I'm meant to be It didn't change in one clear moment No sudden line I could define Just pieces shifting out of place, one quiet compromise at a time I told myself it made me stronger Told myself it had to be But somewhere in the middle of it, something stopped feeling like me There's no clear point where it went wrong Just a distance I can't cross I'm somewhere between who I was and someone I don't understand Not lost enough to start again Not whole enough to stand I see the past in fragments now, but it don't reach me like it did I'm still here, still moving on, but I don't feel like who I've been I don't know if it's time or pressure Or just the way life bends us down But the voice I used to trust feels quieter now And maybe it's still somewhere in me Buried under all I've learned Or maybe I just kept adapting Until there was nothing left to return No clear end, no clear start Just a space I'm living in I'm somewhere between who I was and someone I don't understand Not lost enough to start again Not whole enough to stand I see the past in fragments now, but it don't reach me like it did I'm still here, still moving on, but I don't feel like who I've been Oh I'm somewhere between who I was and who I might become someday But standing in this space between feels like slowly drifting away And if there's something left of me I hope it's more than what I see Just a shadow of who I used to be