What If lyrics

At first I didn’t care But she kept on trying And I was not aware So I gave it a try I thought she had feelings too But when I went back home She went back to that guy What if I am just one more score for her? What if I’d said no when she’d first asked me? All those thoughts are driving me crazy I can’t get over ‘em What if I was the easy way for her? I guess I’m wrong again We were not together She said I was a friend I thought we were more that this And now when she tells me I love you I don’t even know if it’s true I feel so lost I saw and heard things I wish I could get outta my head It’s not that easy for me when she’s the first girl I gave my heart and my trust to