Inside of Deprivation lyrics

I don't think that I'm gonna make it And I don't think I can take this On the inside of me on a side you cannot see in me How do you want me to be? Be open and easy enough to please you I can't please you and I don't know if I ever wanted to I see myself torn apart but hadn't I always been like that from the start Your right I never meant to hurt you but you never know what I go through What I go through just to be myself not somebody else Just to satisfy your needs what you think of me can't see her? Can't see me? See me