First lyrics

I'm trying hard to be the first Running, sweating, it's such a rush Non-stop living, this can't be real Enjoying the facts, which make me feel Special, Alone The best, the one I'm getting limited by my mind I'm getting struggled by all those lies I don't know the words, but I know the meanings Don't care about them, cuz they are not hearing Why did you tell me that I would If you knew I never could Why did you tell me? Why did you tell me? I get weak when you're around Now I can only see my world When I'm in first place I feel no cold Imagine a world where I always win That is the reality, and it's fully your sin I wanna be special I wanna be alone I wanna be the best I wanna be the one The one