Pain And Emptiness lyrics

What i am doing In this hole full of shit? Covered with spots Lying between rats An illusion of escape From world of lies Turns in this chemical nightmare I try to keep breath In this stinking hole But the dawn of death Is always brighter This shit wasn´t clean It explodes in my veins Wondermixture Devastating my entrails and soul Highest pleasure of drug Is neverending pain and emptiness So i try to find god, who saves While i´m lying in my own vomits Like slave waiting for death