Blouses lyrics

This is not what I envisioned Living here in Tennessee When I dreamed about the future I saw it going differently Wasn't I supposed to prove them wrong Singing night after night on the road? Here I am folding blouses on stairs Wondering where I went wrong I remember lights were flashing They were calling out my name Now I look around and find my hard work on the ground Thinking: Save me from this mess Wasn't I supposed to prove them wrong Singing night after night on the road? Here I am folding blouses on stairs Wondering where I went wrong You want it bad but not half as bad as I want to leave You want it bad but not half as bad as I want to Leave here in one piece of me still holding onto a dream All I wanted was to prove them wrong Singing night after night on the road Here I am with my head in my hands Wondering where I went wrong