Finally Found! lyrics

My dreams find me In a cold sweat I awake I'm not ready I'm back inside my body I awake I'm not ready Finally found the right guy A nice guy How can I fuck it up For a good time A bad time Finally found the right guy A nice guy How can I fuck it up For a good time A bad time My dreams find me In a cold sweat I awake I'm not ready I am not I'm not ready I am not I'm not ready And I've tried to be Anything other than Who I've always been But faced with sudden death Or the improbability Of my dreaming I am not I'm not ready I am not Ready I am not I'm not ready I am not Ready I'm not I'm not ready I'm not I'm not ready I am not I'm not ready I'm not I'm not ready