Belated Gift lyrics

I cannot get it - colors driving me so mad Pictures spinning speechless in my head Incomprehensibly meaningless Questions in my mind Without a notice, a sign, a scene - is it all? Nothing to say that I waited for Senseless, untold - wasn't there much more? Questions in my mind I'll give you wings to cry, to search for me and fly Just where I went through, that's my gift for you And now I capture crippled figures with my eyes Leaving all our good times far behind Kissing all those precious hopes goodbye Questions in my mind I run away...