Absent Illusion lyrics

Climbing on the stairs of life Through different phases I've been Recollections from the silent years To learn the facts of life and fool the perils of mind Then the voice of madness would lead me down Loosing my will Loosing my hope Thoughts of confusion Loosing my will Loosing my hope Absent illusion So the evil came at last Forever autumn dark and cold A screaming silence haunts me Frightened by reality and the way humanity became Memories will render you astray