I Hate Myself for Being Jealous lyrics

doushite watashi dake? ajiwau pein makeinu wo purei fukou e no torein dareka to kurabete tada tsukarete kuyashikute kore ga genjitsu watashi ni nakute anata no te ni iru kazoerenai kibou ni kareshi mo hikaru bibou tonari da to kanashii sonna no muri da yo, aitsu chotto uzakunai? ga watashi no kuchiguse dakedo anata wa kitto ikeru yo, watashi wa doumo omowanai, ga kuchiguse umaku ouen mo dekinai ari no suyori kokoro ga semai doushite watashi dake? ajiwau pein makeinu wo purei fukou e no torein dareka to kurabete tada tsukarete kurakute chiisai chippoke na jinsei shitto suru jibun koroshite e mittomonai saki mo kosarete hitori da oitekarete saraba rekka shiteru dake jibaku shiteru dake doushite watashi dake? ajiwau pein makeinu wo purei fukou e no torein dareka to kurabete tada tsukarete kurakute chiisai chippoke na jinsei shitto suru jibun koroshite e mittomonai saki mo kosarete hitori da oitekarete saraba