Ashamed lyrics

What have I become, I'm always on the run Chasing demons will I fail again? Watch me come undone, I'm helpless on my own I'm a time-bomb baby ready to explode I want to be closer But I'm ashamed again I'm ashamed again The fool have reached the door, He can't take it anymore, Asking for one more chance again, Will you say no? I'm begging on my knees, Will you, will you please swallow an ounce of your pride and finally let me in under your spell there's me, I want to tell you the truth But I'm ashamed again I'm ashamed again A grand goddess and a volatile mind Unjust for you under your spell there's me, I want to tell you the truth But I'm ashamed again I'm ashamed again