Unloyal lyrics

Walking with children in childhood They all love love and I took it into account Leisure was the street without the ring A childhood love in secret Incredible relationships with the wrong people Always trying to get away with things Because of my career I was always treacherous They never saw a wife in me Just some sleepless nights Sleeping with older men With them but thinking of others Loving two people And losing the friendship of others They were my friends but I got dumped by another Losing friendships for men But loving the love and attention of all I always wanted what I can never have Because I am stubborn and obsessed Trying the impossible because I am a dreamer Unfaithful to all, because I always loved one Never faithful to myself to my feelings Because I never wanted to show what's really inside me Relieving men's love for me They always knew what was there I was in love with a person who I was there I never saw what was really inside me Only one friend always stood by me Unfaithful to men, faithful to the mother who didn't even raise me But unconditionally faithful to the mother who gave me life I lost her because of my own lustful mistakes And she always loved me and set me free Unfaithful to men, faithful to women Family always prayed for me Family was always there for me A family that protects too much always loses To people's curiosity No one ever stood by me Or was it me who always ran away from there And only to be free