Infinite Dread lyrics

At the crack of dawn another bottle went by My gun was loaded and so was certainly I Shivered with fear as I put the gun to my mouth I squeezed the trigger and fell to the ground Do you know how it feels to look down in the barrel of a gun To add another bullet and slowly reach for the trigger To ask yourself and find no reasons why..... To walk this earth instead of infinite placidity As I lay on the ground and blood flows out from my head My soul left this embodied pile of bones Suicidal tendencies is what I beared Now I'm no longer entangled in this twisted chains called life Soon you´ll feel the same way, and you are next to feel dead When you´re all out of hope and filled with dread Soon you´ll feel the same way, and you are next to be dead When you´re all out of hope and filled with dread