Betrayed By Yourself lyrics

I feel the suffering Takin’ over me Consuming my strength In a battle for sanity My demons are the reality I don´t know if I created My own vision of chaos Or if the world around me Is really this insanity The shadows are on me now Confusing my thoughts I cannot remember How I was before I have looked for a reason to stay alive But nothing makes sense here Is it the only way out? But that was chosen for me How can I believe? – Betrayed by yourself Despair is what´s left – Feel It Doubts dominate my mind - It´s my truth I don´t want to continue! – I´m lost I have looked for a reason to stay alive But nothing makes sense here Is it the only way out? But that was chosen for me